Mary Kay Cares

Make time to love yourself

Because by loving yourself,

you are learning to accept and improve on your imperfections 

(by trying to covers everything that need to be covered) 

=P

Just Joking!!

After using the matte foundation. how do i look?

Express Love,

Joyce :)

Having to go through Rain and Sun, only can you get a Rainbow

Why do we need to go through life like everyone?? Am i not special enough to be or to do more than anyone?? i could get so hopeless sometimes. 

Starting work as a civil engineer/Qs (mostly is doing QS work) :( only learning 1 semester of QS is not enough AT ALL. But i won't lie by saying that after 4 years of studying, i am still not confident in being a civil engineer. Gosh, i do need the motivation!! =.= But surprisingly, in just 8 days i managed to learn a lot of stuffs, more than i did in school..hohoho. Despite of that, i am still struggling and i do honestly wanted to quit my job on the second day at work. Everyday i just can't wait to end my job at five. Staring at the computer and figures and plan (especially to calculate the steel bars, there are soo many lines, that i can bet after 1 month my eyes gets the lines too) for 7- 8 hours straight really depresses me. I know, this is not the job i want to do. But what can i do as a fresh grad without any experience? no experience, no value. That is why everyday i told myself to gain as much knowledge as i can so that i may run away from that company. 

Well, colleagues are sooooo passive, you do your own work, i do mine. everybody keeps quiet and do...arrgghh....i can't stand it.For example, they all assume i'm Chinese until they know my full name (which only 3 out of 9 knows). Can u imagine?

i know i know....be strong and be patience..but i still need to blurt everything out before i get crazy myself. Please don't mind of my complaining because i am still grateful of what i have ;)

With much Love and Care, 

Joyce

time passes very fast

Blogging has been the last thing to do in my mind these days :( sorry my dear friend. hohoho... 

First thing first, i have got my driving licence yooo!! hahaha... excited i might sound here but honestly mention that after i just passed my driving test, i don't feel like driving ^-^ despite telling my parents i didn't want to drive, i was forced to drive a HILUX and a FORD RANGER just after i hold on to my driving licence ALONE. Even on the way to get my driving licence, i was already driving but with my dad driving behind me :P . So now i'm officially a driver every morning sending my kid sis and another sis, who is staying with us temporary, to work and school consecutively. 

yay..me driving :)

i hope that i goes 2 years of my P without any accidents ^.^/

Love as always, 

Joyce

my mum told me that i need to show my affection to him

I don't know how the topic came up but it did ~.~

hahaha

was embarrassed at first but why must?? 

I know i  may be very strict and at the same time jokes around when i'm with him because he is my best friend, he is my faithful listener and he is someone i am very comfortable with. And to makes things worse, i don't really get into all mushy mushy stuffs :) but i do try my best ^.^!!

However, guys do want attention and loves from someone they love. It is a conformation for the feeling their partner has towards them :) 

ok ok was all said :) knowing i was wrong. but i do ever tell him that I LOVE YOU!!! *blush*

HOHOHO

Dear, thank you for always being there for me through thick and thin. Thank you for sacrificing yourself for my selfish needs. I know i demand a lot. I'm sorry. But i really appreciates and loves you. Deeply than ever. This words comes from my heart and i truly meant it. I may not know how to show my love for you but remember this, i'm forever faithful and loyal. Let God's love bind us tighter than ever and if its God's will for us to be together, let it be done :)

Love you more, 

Joyce

2nd Option

Today 30/05/2011 should had been the day i took my first interview, however, due to certain reasons i did not go. I was not upset nor depressed. In fact, two days ago was the day i decided not to go for the interview and wrote an apology letter next. I believe it is not God's will for me to be there :) 

One door close and another door opened, i decided to take the INSEP course by PPKS :) i guess the course won't be open for registration in fact if it wasn't for me asking them to open the course hahaha

Today was a hectic day for me and parents, running here and there paying this and that, all done in one morning..yay!!

Later i'll be attending my cousin's engagement party ^.^/ ( the first in the family).

Love, Joyce

Acceptance for a Job Interview

This is my official first acceptance for an interview ^_^/ I just happen to just send my resume to this company in Brunei and they emailed me that i was selected for an interview, same goes to my other friends. If this is God's will, i will go but if no, then SHO course then :)

Argggh!!! what should i prepare?? gosh!!!

Love as always,

Joyce

~Viva Presentation~

13/5/2011

This date marks my last presentation in UMS. Surprisingly i was not as nervous as i was for the presentation for fyp1..hmmm....

well, i do got shots from the lecturers but still survive the war somehow. There was Supervisor, Examiner, and  a Chairman. But only the Examiner has the power to ask questions.

Truthfully, midway of my presentation, my mind suddenly got blank and feels like giving up presenting. ~.~

But still everything goes well, mistakes here and there. (didn't realized the mistakes in my thesis)

i'm still grateful even though was shot a question that i completely forgotten of (the day before was memorizing transportation subject, was real difficult la ~.~ ) because my examiner was not Prof M.

really pity la. Middle of presenting was already interrupted a few times by him. 

Tough Love

FOR NOW 

Packing has done and so is my corrections for my thesis :D

i'm currently even while writing this blog, is watching a Korean reality show RUNNING MAN :)

Real funny

going back soon and wont have the time to watch anything anymore.hihihi

Love, 

Joyce