Monday, May 30, 2011

my mum told me that i need to show my affection to him


I don't know how the topic came up but it did ~.~
hahaha

was embarrassed at first but why must?? 
I know i  may be very strict and at the same time jokes around when i'm with him because he is my best friend, he is my faithful listener and he is someone i am very comfortable with. And to makes things worse, i don't really get into all mushy mushy stuffs :) but i do try my best ^.^!!

However, guys do want attention and loves from someone they love. It is a conformation for the feeling their partner has towards them :) 

ok ok was all said :) knowing i was wrong. but i do ever tell him that I LOVE YOU!!! *blush*
HOHOHO




Dear, thank you for always being there for me through thick and thin. Thank you for sacrificing yourself for my selfish needs. I know i demand a lot. I'm sorry. But i really appreciates and loves you. Deeply than ever. This words comes from my heart and i truly meant it. I may not know how to show my love for you but remember this, i'm forever faithful and loyal. Let God's love bind us tighter than ever and if its God's will for us to be together, let it be done :)


Love you more, 
Joyce

2nd Option

Today 30/05/2011 should had been the day i took my first interview, however, due to certain reasons i did not go. I was not upset nor depressed. In fact, two days ago was the day i decided not to go for the interview and wrote an apology letter next. I believe it is not God's will for me to be there :) 

One door close and another door opened, i decided to take the INSEP course by PPKS :) i guess the course won't be open for registration in fact if it wasn't for me asking them to open the course hahaha

Today was a hectic day for me and parents, running here and there paying this and that, all done in one morning..yay!!
Later i'll be attending my cousin's engagement party ^.^/ ( the first in the family).

Love, Joyce

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Acceptance for a Job Interview

This is my official first acceptance for an interview ^_^/ I just happen to just send my resume to this company in Brunei and they emailed me that i was selected for an interview, same goes to my other friends. If this is God's will, i will go but if no, then SHO course then :)

Argggh!!! what should i prepare?? gosh!!!

Love as always,
Joyce

Sunday, May 15, 2011

~Viva Presentation~

13/5/2011
This date marks my last presentation in UMS. Surprisingly i was not as nervous as i was for the presentation for fyp1..hmmm....
well, i do got shots from the lecturers but still survive the war somehow. There was Supervisor, Examiner, and  a Chairman. But only the Examiner has the power to ask questions.
Truthfully, midway of my presentation, my mind suddenly got blank and feels like giving up presenting. ~.~
But still everything goes well, mistakes here and there. (didn't realized the mistakes in my thesis)

i'm still grateful even though was shot a question that i completely forgotten of (the day before was memorizing transportation subject, was real difficult la ~.~ ) because my examiner was not Prof M.
really pity la. Middle of presenting was already interrupted a few times by him. 
Tough Love

FOR NOW 
Packing has done and so is my corrections for my thesis :D
i'm currently even while writing this blog, is watching a Korean reality show RUNNING MAN :)
Real funny

going back soon and wont have the time to watch anything anymore.hihihi

Love, 
Joyce

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

U know, I know, we all know




Love, Joyce

Dedicated To Miss A



 Miss Adriana who has a huge heart to help us in our preparation for tests or exam
Thanks So much!!


without u, WE will be lost and confuse :)

Love, 
Joyce

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Project Design


A picture that says a thousand words


(source Dorothy D., 2011)


Love, 
Joyce

Saturday, May 7, 2011

♥♥♥ Mum's Love ♥♥♥


Its gonna be Mother's Day soon!!!

It's too bad than i can't celebrate it with my mum :( since i'm 13 hours driving away from her. Besides, i am having exams and presentations this month. You'r thinking that i'm gonna talk how i love my mum and all the things she had done for me. Actions speaks louder than words. (only mum knows how much i loved her not by just saying i love you but by making her happy)

I'm talking about all the mothers in the world. There are so many kinds of mothers, (seriously all kinds) but despites all differences, they carried you for 9 months (can you just imagine the weight?) then later suffer terrible pains and cried just to bring you into this world. You may take your mother for granted or hate your mother's nagging or advices or her poor sense of humor, or lack of understanding of your life. She is the only one in this world who despite who you are or what you did that is so wrong, she continues to love and defend you. Will your brother or sister or even friend do that to you when you are in trouble? Well, actions speaks louder than words.

In facts, there are many other children who doesn't ever experience a mother's love, who is there to care for them when they are sick, or cuddle them till they sleep, or cook nice home food for them, or pray for them?? 
Be thankful. Life is short. Your mother suffered hardship in life just to see you be someone who is successful and educated and has your own happy family.

You don't see or realize
1. Mum is the first to wake up in the morning to prepare breakfast for everybody and last to sleep every night cleaning up and prepare for her job the next day.( this is everyday)
2. When Mum nags, she wants you to do the right thing without going through the hard way.
3. Mum cries in her room locked when you unknowingly hurt her deepest and tender spot and yet come out smiling and continuous to love you.
4. Mum include everyone in her prayer for good health and God's blessing everyday
5. Despite how far you are, Mum thinks of you every second even when she is busy
6. When you are sick lying in bed sleeping, Mum prepare chicken soup and care for you even though she is secretly sick too.
7. Mum gives her last saving she has to you when you need it to buy things for yourself.
7. ETCs

There are many things we don't see, or realize how big a mother's love. And yet many were disrespect, being shouted at, and so on. No matter how tough you look or how confident or happy you are, when you are down in the slump, your mother is there waiting with big open arms to cuddle and comforts you. 
Appreciates Your Mum. 

Your Mum doesn't expect gifts or special treatment or special dinner on Mother's day, She is the happiest Mum on earth to see her children happy and successful and most importantly LOVE her back by showing it to her by calling her frequently when you are away from home, show that you thought of her when you achieves something or went somewhere, etc (You know it yourself)

Love, 
Joyce

Fence Story

*this was taken from BestRealStories


There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence….Finally the day came when the boy didn’t lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.The day passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, “You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. Remember, when you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won’t matter how many times you say I’m sorry, the wound is still there.”


Love, Joyce

Friday, May 6, 2011

running out of energy


Yesterday was exhausting, just finished with my Finite Element Method exam and two more to go. Next Monday will be Project Design subject ~.~!!!On thursday will be transportation exam, and on friday is my presentation on my Thesis :(
Then i can be considered as F.R.E.E temporary

Few days ago, i was busy studying and chatting at the same time with my other friends, when the topic of Safety and Health course by Niosh surfaced.
He mentioned that the government has subsidized 4.4 million for fresh graduates to enroll in this course. One need to pay RM4k if is registered personally. The chatting continue with the pro's and con's of taking this course. All is based on other people's experiences and not 100% reliable since not everyone are the same. 

Pro's:
1. A safety and health officer(SHO) is really in demand in all fields
2. SHO's pay will based on the the percentage taken from the total project worths >.< ( eq. if the project i'm managing is 2mil, my pay will be X% from the 2mil)
3. There will be elaun given (RM1K and below) every month of your training: i don't know why it is inconsistent
4. A good prospect especially for ladies if got SHO's cert, we need to compete with other males engineers in this fields.
5. A time to wait for your convocation. (mine falls on november 2011)

Con's:
1. The course will be for 6 months, 3 months training and 3 months industrial training.
2. The course include hard memorizing of Laws and Acts.(a very thick book i heard)
3. I heard and only just heard (so don't go and make this a fact ya) only 2% out of the class passed the exam. well, there are many reasons to cause the possibility.
4. The course will be starting beginning of Jun. How?? i gotta get my P first. :( give me a months la


Besides, gonna ask advices from here and there later >.<
 I hope God will open the way for me after i grad. i seriously don't know wad to do.


Love,
 Joyce



Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Jaeson Ma - Life



Love, Joyce

Love Letter from God

Love Letter from God (A Must Watch/Read)

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Versi MP3:  
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Anakku,

Engkau mungkin tidak mengenal Aku,
namun aku mengenal segalanya tentang dirimu.
Mazmur 139:1

Aku tahu saat engkau duduk dan saat engkau berdiri.
Mazmur 139:2

Aku mengetahui segala yang engkau lakukan.
Mazmur 139:3

Setiap helai rambut di kepalamu,
sudah Aku hitung semuanya.
Matius 10:29-31

Kerana engkau diciptakan dalam gambar dan rupa-Ku
Kejadian 1: 27

Dalam Aku, engkau hidup, engkau bergerak,
dan engkau wujud di dunia ini.
Kisah Rasul-rasul 17:28

Sesungguhnya, engkau merupakan anak-Ku.
Kisah Rasul-rasul 17:28

Aku terlebih dahulu mengenal dirimu,
sebelum engkau terbentuk di dalam rahim ibumu.
Yeremia 1:4-5

Sebermulanya, Aku memilih engkau
mengikut rancangan dan keputusan-Ku.
Efesus 1:11-12

Hadirmu bukan suatu kesilapan
kerana jangkamasa hidupmu, tercatat dalam kitab-Ku.
Mazmur 139:15-16

Aku juga telah menentukan
masa dan tempat kediaman engkau.
Kisah Rasul-Rasul 17:26

Kejadianmu ajaib lagi mengagumkan.
Mazmur 139:14

Kerana Aku merangkaikan engkau dengan teliti
di dalam kandungan ibumu �
Mazmur 139:13

�. sehingga engkau dilahirkan.
Mazmur 71:6

Kerap kali, Aku tidak difahami
oleh mereka yang tidak mengenal Aku.
Yohanes 8:41-44

Akulah Kasih yang sempurna,
I Yohanes 4:16

Aku amat mengasihimu
kerana kaulah anak-Ku dan Akulah Bapamu.
I Yohanes 3:1

Aku mahu berikan yang lebih baik untukmu,
melebihi bapamu di dunia ini.
Matthew 7:11

Semua itu kerana Akulah Bapamu di syurga
yang mengasihi semua orang.
Matius 5:48

Setiap yang baik dan sempurna,
engkau terima daripada tanganku.
Yakobus 1:17

Jadi, jangan khuatir
Aku sedia memberikan segala sesuatu yang engkau perlukan.
Matius 6:31-33

Dalam rancangan-Ku, hari-hari depanmu
ialah hari-hari yang penuh pengharapan.
Yeremia 29:11

Sememangnya Aku mengasihi engkau
dengan kasih abadi.
Yeremia 31:3

Fikiran-Ku terhadapmu tidak terkira,
ibarat pasir di pantai
yang tidak terbilang jumlahnya.
Mazmur 139:17-18

Aku gembira dan bersukacita dengan engkau.
Zefanya 3:17

Aku tidak akan berhenti berbuat baik kepadamu.
Yeremia 32:40

Engkaulah anak pilihan-Ku sendiri.
Keluaran 19:5

Aku mahu mengukuhkan kedudukanmu
dengan segenap hati dan jiwa-Ku.
Yeremia 32:41

Lagipun, Aku akan memberitahumu
hal-hal yang indah dan mengagumkan
yang belum engkau tahu.
Yeremia 33:3

Jika engkau mencari Aku dengan segenap hati,
engkau akan menemui Aku.
Ulangan 4:29

Bersukacitalah kerana engkau akan peroleh
segala yang engkau inginkan.
Mazmur 37:4

Kerana Aku terlebih awal
mengerjakan kemahuan itu dalam hatimu.
Filipi 2:13

Sememangnya Aku dapat melakukan
perkara yang jauh lebih banyak
daripada apa yang engkau minta atau fikirkan.
Efesus 3:20

Akulah sumber kesejahteraan bagi semua.
2 Tesalonika 2:16-17

Akulah Bapa yang akan menolongmu
ketika engkau dalam kesusahan.
2 Korintus 1:34

Akulah Bapa yang dekat kepada mereka yang
tawar hati dan berputus asa.
Mazmur 34:19

Ibarat gembala domba,
Aku menjaga dan memimpinmu
dengan belaian kasih.
Yesaya 40:11


Suatu hari nanti
aku akan menyapu air mata
daripada matamu.
Wahyu 21:3-4

Dan lenyaplah segala kesakitan dan derita
yang engkau tanggung.
Wahyu 21:3-4

Akulah Bapa dan Aku mengasihi engkau
seperti Aku mengasihi puteraku Yesus.
Yohanes 17:23

Kerana dalam Yesus,
kasih-Ku kepadamu dipernyatakan.
Yohanes 17:26

Yesuslah gambar perwujudan-Ku
yang gilang-gemilang.
Ibrani 1:3

Dia datang untuk menyatakan
bahawa Aku memihakmu
dan bukan memusuhimu.
Roma 8:31

Juga, Aku tidak memyalahkan engkau
atas dosa-dosamu.
2 Korintus 5:18-19

Kerana Yeus mati dan engkau diperdamaikan
2 Korintus 5:18-19

Kematiannya ialah pernyataan agung
kasih-Ku kepadamu.
I Yohanes 4:10

Aku menganugerahi Putera yang paling Aku sayangi
supaya Aku mendapat kasihmu.
Roma 8:31-32

Jika engkau menerima anugerah Anakku Yesus,
engkau juga menerima Aku.
I Yohanes 2:23

Tiada yang dapat memisahkan
engkau daripada kasih-Ku.
Roma 8:38-39

Kembalilah dan Aku akan meraikan kepulanganmu
dengan perjamuan terbesar di Syurga.
Lukas 15:7

Selama ini, Akulah yang bergelar Bapa,
begitu juga sampai bila-bila, Aku tetap Bapa.
Efesus 3:14-15

Pertanyaanku, .... sudikah engkau menjadi Anakku?
Yohanes 1:12-13

Aku setia menanti engkau .....
Lukas 15:11-32

Kasihku untukmu,
Bapamu di Syurga.


Obtained from Eunice_P

Love, Joyce

Shhh... Be Still and Know that I am God


Sometimes we are too caught up in living our life, worrying and thinking, bout lots of things, that we forget God is there for our every needs (If God is willing)

Never Forget that  God is bigger than any problems and people in this world, so never ever be afraid!!!


Love, 
Joyce

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Love brings the joy, Loyalty brings the distance


Morning peeps!!

today is 3/5/2011, 10 more days to my Viva, days of going back home is just around the corner, days spending time with my friends is gone one by one, days of working is near....*gulp gulp

There are few possibilities of this gonna happen when i am back home:
1. eat and eat
2. housework (lots and lots of housework)
3. taking my P (just took till L)
4. looking out for jobs vacancies
5. typist at home
6. bathing all 5 doggy 
7. jalan2 la :P
8. missing someone very much (but kinda doubt it when i have lots to do ~.~)

I HEART my course mates >.<

They are the most happy, hyper, photo loving, jump shot friends that i have met. All of us are of different ages and background but some how manage to find ways to bond in the end.(Really 1Malaysia) hahaha.
The funniest thing is that, the class motto is 1 soalan, 1 jawapan, lain-lain keputusan which means, 1 question, 1 answer, different result. (Quess why??)
 Every time we talked, i surely LOL. Of course there WAS time when we have our disagreement and extreme teasing of someone, but i can say that after 4 years studying together, we are tight and will continue to bond. i am so loving them, Thank God for all the social network >.<


This is another person whom i'm gonna miss
MR.R



Mr. R has been so sweet to me, in all little ways of his. He is like an angel to me, helping me through thick and thin especially when i am being difficult *sorry*. Known him since 5 years ago and has been together for 4 years. That 4 years is really not enough to know that someone. Sometimes, he just continue to surprises me of his little behavior(mostly good).all i can say bout him is, he is DIFFERENT.

That's all for now

Love as always, 
Joyce

Monday, May 2, 2011

I Love You That's Why

Heaven and Hell is real

I am a Christian but honestly i tell you, Christianity does not save your soul, in fact all religions does Not save anyone's soul from Hell. 

Only through Jesus, you are save.
Proof:
John 3:16



Love deeply, 
Joyce

Towards a better and healthy side of me

It is so irony that my previous post is about foods >.<
U can still enjoy eating but at the same time taking care of your body

its never too late to turn your back to all those time when you have EXTRA FAT at places it shouldn't be at.

i love food so much and to add the to the guilt, any quantity will be finish due to my childhood teaching that i must finish all the food that is on my plate ~.~ (because other kids are less fortunate than u and has nothing to eat)

I am giving myself a HUGE STAR to congratulate me for striving towards a better and healthy me

PROBLEM STATEMENT
one of the reason, i started to realized that i must change when i was non-stop being said to be FAT~.~ duhh...i just have a chubby face, doesn't mean i am fat...some people are just plain cruel but forgive them and take their words as a stepping stones to be a much healthier person.
I am not fat actually, maybe gained some weight than before. In fact i have a healthy weight based on the calculation of BMI ^.^/ never had the problem of underweight or even overweight. I am just blessed to be healthy...BUT AFTER BEING MEASURED BY SOME KIND OF MACHINE...
I realized, my muscle index is lower than normal and my metabolism rate is also slower than normal :(
IT WAS KINDA DEPRESSING TO BE SO WEAK....

METHODOLOGY
But since then, i started to be careful of what i eat and drink, i started to jog even sometimes alone once or twice a week in the beginning of this year. i wan to have muscle strength. >.< Not only did i jogs, but i did some aerobics in my room during the weekend. ^.^/ it is good to sweat and feel good after that. Feeling the muscle stretch and strain is a good feeling hahaha

EXPECTED RESULT:
U must wonder whether i did lose some fat or what right?? well, i did not have any weigh machine :P but i realized, my pants slowly loosen up, i don't get tired easily walking up the stairs like before, and what i liked most was people realized. :P (no telling who and who)


RECOMMENDATION:
Advice: Do Not DIET. 
Slowly reduce your food intake, Don't go and starve yourself, your tummy is not used to it yet and worse you'll gonna die early if you do that, seriously.

Eat more healthier food and less of fried stuffs or fatty food. If u do happen to take those, please drink up a cup of apple cider vinegar which acts likes a dish washing liquid which cleans up your colon :P
When i am hungry between meals, i'll eat up dried nuts and fruits :P

Drink more water too, the more water u take, the toxins from the body were remove from you system. 

Don't just concentrate on losing your weight because drastic weight loss is only temporary and leaves cellulite marks on places where it is visible. I heard it is hard to remove cellulite, so take care ya!! :D


Most of the health stuffs i take are from Natural Health Farm (u know Jessie Chung??) try it!! no harm of taking care of your body right?? 

IF YOU LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE YOUR BODY AS WELL
No riches in this world can buy you good health.

Recently i'm taking prune juice from biogreen

A good body cleanser

Biogreen Prune Enzymes is fermented by using certified Organic Prunes and Raw Honey. Therefore, it has the benefit of improving and increasing our red blood cells. Prune is a high  antioxidants food which’s rich in iron and potassium to help prevent hypertension and stroke, it’s also a good source of Vitamin A. When the body receives foods deficient in enzymes, it increases its white blood cells as a defense mechanism, which can weaken the immune system.

·         Improve digestive tract health.

·         It is certified organic, no colouring, no preservatives and no additive.

·         Potassium and iron are essential for good health and blood pressure.

·         Prunes ability is related to beta-carotene content.

·         Prevent overeating and weight gain.



Fun fact: women has higher probability of having constipation problems.
Constipation can cause you to have headaches, mood swings and etc. All based on medical researches. Can't believe?? Google it up lor!!



Love as always, Joyce